Monday, January 01, 2007
Apparently I am a very jealous person. This is not news to me, neither is it to Nic. What that is surprising to me is that it's apparent to everyone around me it seems. And I thought I have always been doing a good job of reining in my jealousy.
I am jealous not just as far as Nic is concerned. I am territorial and possessive over everything that I have staked my claims on.
This festive holidays, someone asked me repeatedly alot of "what if " questions. Someone I might have a chance with if I were single. So I guessed that answered one of his questions. I just hoped my non-answers didn't disappoint him too much, cos he's really someone I hope to stay good friends with forever. And perhaps also cos he's someone I don't really want to close the doors on, yet.
If you try harder, we might have a chance. This is all I can tell you, but what I didn't want to say as I didn't want to complicate matters. We will see what happens then.
I am jealous not just as far as Nic is concerned. I am territorial and possessive over everything that I have staked my claims on.
This festive holidays, someone asked me repeatedly alot of "what if " questions. Someone I might have a chance with if I were single. So I guessed that answered one of his questions. I just hoped my non-answers didn't disappoint him too much, cos he's really someone I hope to stay good friends with forever. And perhaps also cos he's someone I don't really want to close the doors on, yet.
If you try harder, we might have a chance. This is all I can tell you, but what I didn't want to say as I didn't want to complicate matters. We will see what happens then.
