Watch me spew poison...Hell knows no fury

I think I have lost you forever, haven't I? You have probably moved on. What must I do to make you come back? I thought this festive season would be a good time for us to get in touch and make contact with each other again. The festive season is drawing to an end. In fact, it's never really begun without you around. If I don't hear from you before the start of the New Year, I don't think I will ever hear from you again. This is it. I have been in denial hoping this can delay the inevitable. I think I have lost you for good. You, do you hear me?? Make him come back.